Disillusionment

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It’s a strange feeling searching for something you’ve lost. Something intangible. A mind set or a train of thought from years past. Ambition, creativity. There was a time when I didn’t require motivation to pursue these sentiments. There was a time when it all came naturally, it was fun.

Somewhere along the way, I lost that. The light inside went out. My self confidence was shattered. I’m trying to find it again, trying to rekindle the dimmed embers. To create. To express.

This photograph I snapped in Hawaii years ago reminds me of this feeling. Searching in the dark for something intangible. But there is a light at the end of the tunnel, I can feel it. I’m almost here.

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